To: You, as of only you are concerned..
Thanks for always being there. Though I always act nonchalant whenever you're around, I really appreciate your presence, it actually means alot. Thanks for all the care and concerns that you've constantly showered on me whenever I need someone to be there. You're always there. There is almost no single time that I cannot find you. I appreciate the late night chats we have, despite it's always me ranting and you listening. We have an unbalanced relationship, I'm sure it's quite obvious. It's either I'm blabbering and ranting non stop with you listening, and laughing at certain parts of my storytelling session, or you telling me about your stuff, where I would listen to it intently. You lead an interesting life, and you do know that. You been to almost to all parts of the world whereas the furthest I went was like Australia. You need to go, you have to go and you will be going. I enjoyed the times we spent together, the times we went out, and met up for no apparent reason. Thanks for tolerating my crazy school system that generates outrageous timetables, now that's earlier, we should treasure all the times we can spend with each other. Thanks for hearing me ranting about the guy at that point of time. You'd always be there whenever I need you.
Enough of acting strong.
I actually don't want you to leave. Though nothing's confirmed, I know you'll be leaving one day. Good things never last long, remember? I'll miss your presence, your shoulders, your hugs and your voice. I'll miss the things you've done for me. The weird random gifts and flowers and your attempt at creating presents for me. I'll keep it for as long as it can last. If I could, I would want you to stay. But I shouldn't, right? Sometimes I don't understand why I lead such a drama life. It's funny how we collide into each others' path and decided to walk a certain part of our lives together. Now, I think we're reaching the Y junction again.
It's really hard to see you go. I don't think I'll be going to send you off. I don't know what to say anymore. I think i'll just bawl my eyes out.
Will you forget me? Cos I don't think I will.
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